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Dan

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#1 14 years ago

:( I found this on n0e's livejournal. Pretty pathetic isn't he? [color=black]ok. here it goes:[/color] There are somethings I just need to say/get out/explain/ announce. First off, Im not happy anymore with life. Im not bitching out with my problems, just Im not happy. Im not exactly sure why im not happy, just there are some reasons. Maybe low self esteem. maybe Im just sick of seeing myself in the mirror. idk. well, second of, there really isn't any second part, its my conclusion. I have sold out. I have sold out everything good about me. I realized today that nothing is ever going to come easy to me in life. my parents arent going to support me in what I want in life, I have to support myself. I realized that I have to work hard for everything in life. and from now I will. Im failing school right now. I could be doing way better but chose not to because I think everything will come easy to me. I cant believe how I low I get too. I will admit, that, I am a pervert. I hate the fact that I hate perverts yet I am one or have become one ... it sickens me. I am constantly thinking about things that bother me. I always think bad things are going to happen to the things I love in life. (that is part of the reason why I cant handle having a girlfriend) I also think in relationships that Im going to get hurt. That is why I act wierd in dating. so, if one of my ex girlfriends is reading this, Im sorry I asked you out in the first place. I am mean to people because I am upset. I am a total jerk to everyone in my family who has supported me threwout everything good Ive accomplished and Im still a jerk. I hate it. I hate how I have lost my religion. I hate how Ive always wanted to grow up, to get to this point, and now miss my childhood. I hate how I stopped drawing/painting. I was so good at it. I was an artist. I hate how I died my hair black. I only died my hair black to become something I wasnt. I hate myself. so from here, I am going to stop all of this that is bothering me. Im going to bring up my grades, get rid of my black hair back to my normal color. Get rid of my gay ass clothes that Ive tried to become something I wasnt with. someway start a new relationship with christianity. Im not going to try to go out with anyone for a while, or well go out with anyone, till I figure out how to control my emotions, or well control myself. Im going to do my fair share of things to help out. Im going to stop caring about things as much. Im going to get help for my anger/emotions like my mom brought up. Im going to clean myself up. I am going to be myself now.




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#2 14 years ago

you know, if someone read my private stuff and posted it on an international public forum, i'd be pissed.




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#3 14 years ago

sounds good

wait Emo still exists?? i thought it was brutally murdered.




Dan

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#4 14 years ago
CHAKAyou know, if someone read my private stuff and posted it on an international public forum, i'd be pissed.

Me too. Luckily for you and I this entry was public.




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#5 14 years ago

oh. ok then.




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#6 14 years ago

and it's not really mine. Dan's just on a rant because I made him a moderator.


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Dan

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#7 14 years ago

I didn't even ask for this burden. :(




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#8 14 years ago

Dan, you is a good person. :nodding:




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#9 14 years ago

well even if he wrote that, it doesn't look bad at all. well at least IMO. maybe because it just looks like the way i am except a few details*hears laughs from others* I think the fact that someone would steal another's livejournal (which is not true here) is meaner than the things that are writen in if they are the things mentioned above.




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#10 14 years ago

what the hell did you just say?

Dan, here's where you come in.. translate people for me.


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