I got to leave the forums , long read, but for those who care a good bye 91 replies

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Liquid fire

I pretend I'm cooler than AzH

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#1 10 years ago

I am too much of the old, and not enough of the new. I am getting depressed again...lol no surprise . I am trying to make changes, and to turn a new page. For too long there have been too many blank pages in my life, and now is the time to fill them.

My desktop is an insane man's full of clutter and disorganization, chaos. The computer is an effective tool , but when a computer owns you more than you own it there comes a problem.

So I am going to try do depart from here. The hardest thing will be not able to express Im not stupid to SOMEONE ANYONE, well as stupid as the world thinks outside. It hurts me the most to find out how low people see me . I am actually a little above average.

Anyways , I am going . I think it is something that I have to do, and should do . When ever I am on here it seems so important , and homey . I got to leave home eventually . I got to grow up .

I am going to try to find new meaning in my life from other and different things, music , friends, a social life , and most of all just me

You guys have always been there for me and I appreciate it. I like you guys, ya all alright except for that bastard showdown . Showdown I wont miss you.

ha....:moon:

I could only hope to return one day as the same person but a little more developed. I would not want to come back here and no one enjoy my company. I would like to be once a friend and once again a friend.

I need to work some things out though, I am 20 years old and I post on forums about my life, talk to no one about my problems in the real world. There is no level of intimacy in my life that I can touch and grasp .

I am too old, and too young for this.

No one is going to save me, I have tried with all my heart to help so many people on the net . All this time the irony . Though all of you have been helpful numerous times, I now realize that I need to do this last bit on my own.

It feels like its time to split guys, and so I am splitting.

I can't even imagine my world without this place, but I am going to try.




Sh0wdowN

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#2 10 years ago

Get out.




gravy666

I pretend I'm cooler than AzH

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#3 10 years ago

Cya... *very sad face*




Kilobyte

What does the Fox say?

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#4 10 years ago

Goodbye whoever you are... :cya:




Badha1rday

Nature's best screw up.

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#5 10 years ago
Sh0wdowN;4544170Get out.

You don't care what other think of otu do you? That's why I love you.

Cya, bookmark us for future reference!




XCON_Faxion

I spend too much time here

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11th July 2003

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#6 10 years ago

You will be missed




Shadowfire67

All your base are belong to us

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3rd February 2004

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#7 10 years ago

Goodbye.




Guest

I didn't make it!

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#8 10 years ago

Good luck!

:wave:




KeNDaLL2000

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#9 10 years ago

Ill give you 10 minutes...if your not back by then ill assume your dead




Jetfreak

The Real Awesome

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#10 10 years ago

Damn, you will be missed :(