I take what n0e says way too seriously
1st March 2003
Depression: You FEEL nobody cares, though they really do. Hang in.
15th January 2004
Ahh, suicide. Been there, done that, have the scars..... it's not worth it. When you're depressed enough to want to do it, the fact that you have good friends and family doesn't matter. Nothing matters. It's all grey, and heavy, and tiring... After I got out of the hospital, I was glad that I'd messed it up, because I realised that there are a lot of people out there who would have been pretty upset if i HAD pulled it off. So I guess it can teach you to appreaciate life more. But if you are gonna do it, don't go for the wrists, that takes hours... would you really wanna hang around that long? Hell, just don't do ti all, is my opinion...
I tried the wrists... It does take hours... Each 'innefficient' cut and I have to go lower toward the elbow... I hate the pain...