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I didn't make it!

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#1 13 years ago
My first b/f,Killed himself.Id rather not tell the story.We were together for 3 year's and ive gotten pretty down.Ussualy Im okay,or i won't show my pain.But it's there.It hurts I would have felt alot better if we broke up,but he killed himself.He was in a deep depression,losing alot of people around him,as was I so we disided to work through it,but i guess he couldnt.Sorry..i had to get that out...



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I didn't make it!

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#2 13 years ago

That really sucks. I never understand why people kill themselves, but I don't think that they know they are effecting other people around them. I know how you feel though from personal experience.




Mihail VIP Member

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#3 13 years ago

Friends never die because they live in your heart foever.




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#4 13 years ago

hmm i wonder how people will reply to this... why do people look for condolences from people on the internet who they dont know? anyway suicide is for pussys that cant jump over the same boundaries that the rest of the world has seen a million times




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#5 13 years ago

:(

Nobody should do such a thing. It hurts more to other people, then to the problems you are struggling with hurt you...

May he rest in peace




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#6 13 years ago

There was one point in my life when I felt suicidal. My life seemed like shit. But I strove to get out of it, and over time I did, and things began looking up with my friends and family. I think that most kids these days just get the idea in their heads and go with it, as your boyfriend did apparently. Sometimes things just feel so bad that it seems like the only way "out". But it's not. It's really sad and unfortunate that he chose that path, but take consolance in the fact that you are safe and still here.

Whatever it is you're going through, always keep your head up no matter what. That's my policy and has worked for me so many times it's unbelievable. Though for me, it's a religious thing, and for others that may not settle nicely. But there is always a way to stay positive and know that you will never encounter anything that you can't handle. Also it would probably be for the best if you talked to some parents/other adults about how you feel.




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#7 13 years ago
MihailFriends never die because they live in your heart foever.

I couldn't have said it better bawl.gif




Der Sturmbannführer

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#8 13 years ago

yeah ive been through the whole depression thing, and i still go through it time to time... but to actualy go through with killing yourself... :(




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#9 13 years ago

When i was depressed (Or am) I just take my knife out and cut myself. I keep getting called dumb for doing it but i don't really care what people think. It stops me killing myself.

Daylight im sorry to hear that...:(




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#10 13 years ago

mac.. u r dumb... it doesnt help, just cry or sumten lol or log online and complain to someone on ur buddy list, works all the time...