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Liquid fire

I pretend I'm cooler than AzH

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#51 13 years ago

I hope its ok that I post this here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uV5cx-1rRzI

This is my 1st video not the second that the story is for. This video was made before my mess up in the class. The nature video which has awesome footage was made durring the mess up.:rolleyes:

I made a topic for this in general but for me the more comments the better. If this is not acceptable posting this here I apologize but it is tottally revelant to the subject . This is not the video that goes with the story however.

Thanks. Please dont get made if this post is not allowed here. I didnt mean to step on toes.:)




The Body Popper

KHAN!

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#52 13 years ago

take karate and suck it up. karate will get your anger out. trust me, i do it all the time. i spent my entire elementry school years being made fun of and tormented by my peers. ive been turned down more times than i can count. yes, that may sound pathetic, but its true. my hatred flowed thick. now, im one of the most popular short people in school. the point im trying to make is, life gets better, stop whining. all this thread is, is you trying to get attention. i know these thing. my neigbor was an uber emo.

I mean have you ever loved anybody ? A girl maybe prehaps?

yes. i have loved a girl. and because of her, i had a mental breakdown. but not once did i ever consider killing myself. but i got over it. if something like this happens, just do what you love. in my case, i drew. i drew rather violent things, but whatever floats your boat i guess. so just film some more.




marvinmatthew

Tech is where you'll find me..

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#53 13 years ago

Not a bad job for your first edited video there.

The first thing that I would recomend working on is your transitions. They're too abrupt.




Liquid fire

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#54 13 years ago

marvinmatthew;3249287Not a bad job for your first edited video there.

The first thing that I would recomend working on is your transitions. They're too abrupt.

Yes I dont know how to do transitionall washes, fad outs or ins yet.




Roaming East

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#55 13 years ago

If you do smoke yourself. Go out classic style. Seppeku yourself. Nothing like a youtube disembowlment. Im tired of people taking the pansy way out. Man up.




nameless720

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#56 13 years ago

Good posting man (Briankory) I too know how it feels to do stupid things man. I relate to you. With the ADD and overly active imagination. But personally, I think having ADD is fun, and the reason that is, is because I never take my pills… I used to, and for the love of god, I never will again. I will check out the video you made tomorrow. But I’m glad to see that you made your way out of this rut and got those suicidal thoughts out of your head. Anyway, look at all aspects of the situation. Yeah… you broke the camera, but now you know not to do that any more. Even if you fail you still win in a way (with experience I mean). You have learned a very valuable lesson now. I think sending your teacher the letter you wrote was a good move, because it shows that you realize your mistake and you admitted your fault. That is a very hard thing for most people to do - admitting their “fuck up’s”. --nameless